Hello. My name is
huiyi.
I've been blessed with wonderful friends, a perfect family and a rare boyfriend and I'm pretty much contented with my life. :)
The few months without school opened my eyes to a lot of things in this world that can't be bought with money, and I caught up with some friends,
lost contact with some others. But I'm still enjoying life as it is now. But i guess I'll be dreading the day school starts.
Right now I'm currently working as a tuition teacher with great kids that make me truly enjoy what i'm doing and makes my life a bit more fufilling than it ever could be.
And here, I just want to thank those who've made a difference in my life. Even those who has caused me anger before, becaues only it's only when i care for you that i can have such strong emotions towards you. :)
happy birthday.
written at Monday, June 01, 2009
Had a secret celebration on saturday with my dearest. Sadly, he'll not be around on my bday itself, but I'm glad that I spent my day with him. It's the best birthday I've had in my life, even though I say the same thing every year :p
One year older, but in life, I'm still ridden with insecurities. I hate taking photos where I don't look any good. I hate looking like.. myself. Tired, worn out and (like every girl thinks) fat. Just feel sick and tired of not feeling like i'm..
enough. Even with his assurances, I can't seem to continue my facade of staying happy and jovial when i'm with him. Pretending that I'm actually enough.
Am I really enough?
Won't he need more than just plain old simple me?
One day, I believe that he'll grow sick of tasteless and bland food and opt for something more spectacular than me :(
Thanks for the agnesb wallet and the man tou :) I love them
♥ hui |
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Important people in my life
Me and Guansen. :)
My family (at ben & jerry's dempsey)
My cousin (cotton candy at jp!)
friends, like yj, jane, nengz, sihui, andrea. Iloveyouguys :)