Hello. My name is
huiyi.
I've been blessed with wonderful friends, a perfect family and a rare boyfriend and I'm pretty much contented with my life. :)
The few months without school opened my eyes to a lot of things in this world that can't be bought with money, and I caught up with some friends,
lost contact with some others. But I'm still enjoying life as it is now. But i guess I'll be dreading the day school starts.
Right now I'm currently working as a tuition teacher with great kids that make me truly enjoy what i'm doing and makes my life a bit more fufilling than it ever could be.
And here, I just want to thank those who've made a difference in my life. Even those who has caused me anger before, becaues only it's only when i care for you that i can have such strong emotions towards you. :)
beautiful soul?
written at Friday, June 05, 2009
Just came across a video on youtube recently addressing so called cowardly behaviour of annonymous hate commenters and she said something like, a beautiful soul is someone who thinks the best of people. Someone who's non-judgemental. If that's the case, I probably have a very ugly, deformed soul. Damn it, I judge alot. Every single person i judge, usualy negatively, and I realised it's becoming a habit. But recently, I've been so pissed off at everyone, I can't stand most people and I think the only person i love dearly is him and my mother. EVERY SINGLE PERSON IRRITATES ME.
I'm finally 19. And he's not around with me. Not sure what to feel but as i'm writing this i honestly feel like crap. I wish he that he is just beside me celebrating my birthday together with me. It's my first birthday in 7 years that gs isn't with me. that's like almost half of my life's birthday. I feel like crying cos every single minute i'm missing him and my heart aches everytime I feel like this PANG where i sudden intensely realise that he's not beside me. And will be in some stupid camp doing a stupid live firing.
The girls who have all got what they want should appreciate everything that they have got. Especially confidence and the capacity to love. I'm not sure if i'm fully equipped with both, maybe that's why I'm not the perfect gf for him. God, I miss him so so so much that there';s not a single soul i can tell..... i miss him.
♥ hui |
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Important people in my life
Me and Guansen. :)
My family (at ben & jerry's dempsey)
My cousin (cotton candy at jp!)
friends, like yj, jane, nengz, sihui, andrea. Iloveyouguys :)
