Drunk words are sober thoughts.

Hello. My name is huiyi.

I've been blessed with wonderful friends, a perfect family and a rare boyfriend and I'm pretty much contented with my life. :) The few months without school opened my eyes to a lot of things in this world that can't be bought with money, and I caught up with some friends, lost contact with some others. But I'm still enjoying life as it is now. But i guess I'll be dreading the day school starts. Right now I'm currently working as a tuition teacher with great kids that make me truly enjoy what i'm doing and makes my life a bit more fufilling than it ever could be. And here, I just want to thank those who've made a difference in my life. Even those who has caused me anger before, becaues only it's only when i care for you that i can have such strong emotions towards you. :)

written at Tuesday, April 17, 2007

just read my sec school posts. those old old old ones like eons ago. haha in year 2003. i was quite surprised looking back at my life. it sounds too happy to be true. yet i know that those years were really that fantastic. even now in my memory, i still yearn to maintain that childlike innocence. whether i'm 17 or 71, i really want to stay in those few years in RV. those great people that made my life meaningful - beiru jiateng yujia guansen etc. class of 1/2 J and 3/4 E. they are like wheels to a bicycle. perhaps it's nostalgia acting up. but -sigh- want to be 14 again. relive all my dreams of a child. :)))

but then on the other hand. pretty ashamed of my past. haha perhaps i'm thinking too much, but i tend to feel that when pple know what i was like previously they'll probably hold a different opinion of me. how horrible i was last time. haha.. but nevermind, only real friends can accept what i'm like now without regard for the past right? RIGHT?

listening to 专属天使 now. and i just realised that ya, it's a meaningful song. haha. that day was walking around a departmental store with my mummy and the radio was blasting 听妈妈的话
and i think i was very touched by it. previously when one significant friend told me that it was meaningful, i was like "oh reallly?" haha i think i wasn't able to understand what jay chou was trying to say :p but after 2-3 weeks of hearing that song, checking out its MV and searching for its lyrics, think i truly understand what that song is trying to say finally. HAHA. damn slow, but whatever.

YESTERDAY WAS HAPPY DAY.
took neoprints haha, damn corny. i zou3 guang1 for most of the time cos was climbing around the monkey bars and stuff. shit, i'm getting dam zi lian. took like a lot a lot of photos recently. my next mission is to get a nice photo of me with glasses. think it'll be impossible. -sigh- will switch back to contacts. HAHA. but will be damn lazy to take care, scared that i'll go blind. :/ but still i tell you, I'VE NEVER FELT SO FAT IN MY LIFE. i've been eating out for most of my meals and it's all like fast food. e.g mos burger, macs, bK, pastamania(LOADS OF CARBOHYDRATES!!!), lambchop, fried chicken ETC. omg, the healthiest item i ate was at Indulgz at bugis, some butterfish thing that tasted alright. but anyways, their starters and bites are DELICIOUS. i ate so much that i almost couldn't fit into my jeans. GAH. should have taken photos. the most sinful was chocolate fondue and hagen daiz. omg. don't wanna talk about it, the more i say the more i feel like starving myself for another 10 days O_O

♥ hui |