Hello. My name is
huiyi.
I've been blessed with wonderful friends, a perfect family and a rare boyfriend and I'm pretty much contented with my life. :)
The few months without school opened my eyes to a lot of things in this world that can't be bought with money, and I caught up with some friends,
lost contact with some others. But I'm still enjoying life as it is now. But i guess I'll be dreading the day school starts.
Right now I'm currently working as a tuition teacher with great kids that make me truly enjoy what i'm doing and makes my life a bit more fufilling than it ever could be.
And here, I just want to thank those who've made a difference in my life. Even those who has caused me anger before, becaues only it's only when i care for you that i can have such strong emotions towards you. :)
written at Sunday, February 11, 2007
o level results.
unexpectedly bad.
disappointed faces and much unhappiness. i never thought that i'll see the day that mr chen, mr ng and probably sir had such immensely disappointed faces. all my math subjects were shit. my physics got a bloody a2. all i see on my result slip is As, but yet only 4 a1s after calculation. BAD, extremely bad. i bet even my mum is upset.
" you're not as good as your sister." HAHA. yes i know. i hate being compared. i'm in ARTS. she was in SCIENCE. one has 3 letters and the other 7. why can she not understand that although arts may be not as common, but i'm enjoying myself, every minute of my journey is a step towards my dream. why can't she accept it? :/
she's not going to have any friends very soon. cos i'm giving up on her. she's ungrateful, a disappointment and a disgrace to have as a friend. i used to think i could live with being someone as a 2nd choice, i thought i could; honestly. but i realised that no matter how much i try to brush away that thought of being friends with someone like that, it's really difficult to continue that friendship. every conversation i hold with her feels like hot boiling oil forced down my throat. it burns and scalds me each time i speak to her.
"stop being so judgemental. stop putting yourself on a pedastal. stop feeling like a princess, stop trying to hurt peoples' feelings. stop playing pathetic, stop feeling that you're the only one who's working(cos we're all tired of you too), stop using your words to destroy peoples' dignity, stop feeling that you're the smartest person just cos of some lame reason(that i do not justify it as being smart), & stop doing all those above to everyone. cos it just irks the hell out of people."
ahh, rants. always make me a whole lot better.
i promise i won't be so critical anymore.
♥ hui |
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Important people in my life
Me and Guansen. :)
My family (at ben & jerry's dempsey)
My cousin (cotton candy at jp!)
friends, like yj, jane, nengz, sihui, andrea. Iloveyouguys :)
