I've been blessed with wonderful friends, a perfect family and a rare boyfriend and I'm pretty much contented with my life. :) The few months without school opened my eyes to a lot of things in this world that can't be bought with money, and I caught up with some friends, lost contact with some others. But I'm still enjoying life as it is now. But i guess I'll be dreading the day school starts. Right now I'm currently working as a tuition teacher with great kids that make me truly enjoy what i'm doing and makes my life a bit more fufilling than it ever could be. And here, I just want to thank those who've made a difference in my life. Even those who has caused me anger before, becaues only it's only when i care for you that i can have such strong emotions towards you. :)
hot & bothered
written at Thursday, December 14, 2006
just for the fun of it i decided to upload a photo of my wound :] - yes that is exactly the way i'm feeling now. i've never been so puzzled and bewildered in my life!
have you ever felt that things were going too well and you were enjoying it to much? well that's how i felt about 4 days ago. things went so well, i saw X as a great friend and nothing more but we could talk, debate and argue with each other - it's as though we knew each other for years! i thought, that HONESTLY, we'll be friends as in real friends but i don't think it's possible anymore?
usually, i'm not the kind to be dejected or dissuaded by any small actions. but what X did really caught me unprepared and not ready for what was about to happen. X just stopped talking to me flat down. yes, for the first time in my life, i was being ignored when i didn't want to be. no, i'm not seeking anyone's attention nor am i trying to 'act close' with X , but at least i thought the friendship was rael and we could carry on with that. maybe i was just thinking too much. perhaps X was just bored over those few days and just needed someone as a substitute. in any case, i just realised i've been duped and played with. THAT'S why i'm feeling hot and bothered. not you know... the other kind of hot and bothered.
i just yahoo-ed my own name and guess wad!!!
i'm on NUS faculty of law dean's list!
wow! that's exactly where i want to be when i'm like 20 years old. :] but as you know there are definitely descrediting things that's done to your name. for instance, a sanitary company has proudly decided to name their company after me. sigh*
apparently, up till page 7, none of the pages seem to be talking about ME specifically and yes. that's a relief. because X will never find this blog then :)
♥ hui |
