I've been blessed with wonderful friends, a perfect family and a rare boyfriend and I'm pretty much contented with my life. :) The few months without school opened my eyes to a lot of things in this world that can't be bought with money, and I caught up with some friends, lost contact with some others. But I'm still enjoying life as it is now. But i guess I'll be dreading the day school starts. Right now I'm currently working as a tuition teacher with great kids that make me truly enjoy what i'm doing and makes my life a bit more fufilling than it ever could be. And here, I just want to thank those who've made a difference in my life. Even those who has caused me anger before, becaues only it's only when i care for you that i can have such strong emotions towards you. :)
yujia, happy birthday!
written at Thursday, April 09, 2009
Happy birthday yj! You're one year older and one year wiser. :)
Actually I was thinking there's not much point in this blog entry since i've already passed you your present, but hell lah, the photo reminded me of a lot of the good things we shared even though that was ages ago. Like for instance, my jacket is long gone cause I lost it at LT2 in hwach. My hair is a lot nicer (i hope) and your hair is a lot nicer, all chopped off and short :) And of course those mugging days at NTU is now finally over. Truth to be told, I do miss having a goal and such.. drive in life because i think i'm really lacking that now.. :/ you say it best.. "life sucks lah"
Anyways, I had a happy day with you yesterday. In a way a second not so big celebration marked by me giving you a present - belated as usual. But rewind back to that sunday when i was dying in my heels and you were laughing crazily at rebecca bloomwood, I must tell you that i really enjoyed myself! A lot of things is like, maybe I just don't feel it then and there to tell you all these things, but now that I'm feeling a lot of things, I might as welljust say it out hor?
The past two years have been friggin tough. Not in the academic sense, but in the way that which I felt that I was left to fend for myself in class. Yah, I do have this circle of friends. This 'clique', but how 'friend' i can call them is another question. I don't tell them much about kgs. They're always busy with something else.. Like work, homework, cca.. what nots. So more or less, I didn't have much of a social life. But now that sch has ended, my social life seems to be back with you and jayne and gs and my cousin but with that group of friends, it's as stagnant as ever. it's as tough we were friends only because of the physical fact that we're in the same class (or rather nearly in the same class hoho). But it's hard, and i'm grateful to you, that if i haven't been much of a help in cheering you up or helping you in anyway, you need to know that you have been signicant in my life, someway or another.
This year is our life's turning point. Scary eh? but no matter what your decision, you need to know that there's a whole army of people supporting you regardless of your final choice. That includes me. Tough decision, but you need to know what you want in life and what you want to be known as. PYJ who has travelled the whole world, experienced in life and is someone filled with worldly, unwavering wisdom, or PYJ, who is the sweet girl next door, being an understanding daughter and a lovely homemaker (trust me, I don't believe that with a warwick degree you're going to stay and home and sweep the floor lorrrr)? I'm choosing to be the home maker haha in a way, not literally, by choosing the safer option and opting for relationship rather than experience. I'm not as brave as you are, and probably not as sick of sg as you are too :p so it's an easy decision to make. But for you, youhave about 2 months to think it through. Hardly a generous time limit for a life altering decision. Just know that everyone's behind you no matter what your mind or heart tells you to!!! :) you'll always have me! (and of cos youwei,jiehui,caoyu etc etc)
♥ hui |
