Hello. My name is
huiyi.
I've been blessed with wonderful friends, a perfect family and a rare boyfriend and I'm pretty much contented with my life. :)
The few months without school opened my eyes to a lot of things in this world that can't be bought with money, and I caught up with some friends,
lost contact with some others. But I'm still enjoying life as it is now. But i guess I'll be dreading the day school starts.
Right now I'm currently working as a tuition teacher with great kids that make me truly enjoy what i'm doing and makes my life a bit more fufilling than it ever could be.
And here, I just want to thank those who've made a difference in my life. Even those who has caused me anger before, becaues only it's only when i care for you that i can have such strong emotions towards you. :)
written at Friday, February 09, 2007
i dunno how i'm supposed to feel.. relieved? sad? anxious? i really don't know. i've been thinking. i don't know how to continue the next two years cos i'm unsure of my own ability. it's not that i'm unconfident, but i'm just doubting the friendship i have in hc. is everything just superficial? i'm afraid. cos i know things will never revert back to how it was....
i saw yujia today and the moment we saw each other we just hugged and cried. i miss those times that we went to the toilet together. at least during then, i knew that
someone was willing to spend that 5mins alone with me.. it feels as if i've taken that for granted all those little things that 4e has done for me. the way sophia clutched my hand when she took her result slips. the way we hugged, the way we walked from the canteen to the hall... i miss all these so much!! yet now i feel like an alternative. a spare tyre. :( how things change, & how i wish that i hadn't been so naive. i've given all my 'friendship' to everyone and now i'm drained in spirit.
I FEEL LIKE A SPARE TYRE AROUND PEOPLE
they only take me out when they need me. :(
am i full of imperfections that people can only see but fail to see the fragile inner soul.
sw:
to some, you may be 'the alternative', but to others, you might just be the only glimpse of light that stands by
i hope i am really. i'm like super hurt. in HC i'm only just one of the spare tyres. cos they're friends are not in the same class. EMO.
huiyi the spare tyre.
no true friends. except for the other spare tyre. :/
♥ hui |
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Important people in my life
Me and Guansen. :)
My family (at ben & jerry's dempsey)
My cousin (cotton candy at jp!)
friends, like yj, jane, nengz, sihui, andrea. Iloveyouguys :)
