I've been blessed with wonderful friends, a perfect family and a rare boyfriend and I'm pretty much contented with my life. :) The few months without school opened my eyes to a lot of things in this world that can't be bought with money, and I caught up with some friends, lost contact with some others. But I'm still enjoying life as it is now. But i guess I'll be dreading the day school starts. Right now I'm currently working as a tuition teacher with great kids that make me truly enjoy what i'm doing and makes my life a bit more fufilling than it ever could be. And here, I just want to thank those who've made a difference in my life. Even those who has caused me anger before, becaues only it's only when i care for you that i can have such strong emotions towards you. :)
please don't leave?
i know it's my fault. has always been and will always. i'm fickle foolish and untrustable.
& probably don't deserve to be loved.
this is the worst christmas of my life.
calvin, faith don't really work all the time.
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written at please don't leave?
i know it's my fault. has always been and will always. i'm fickle foolish and untrustable.
& probably don't deserve to be loved.
this is the worst christmas of my life.
calvin, faith don't really work all the time.
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written at Sunday, December 24, 2006merry xmas! :)
hello! this is a present for someone that's busy mugging after o lvls. :)
dear sw!
heellllooo! i promised a present and well here i am! :) ok lahh i know what you will say, i very cheapo right? :( but nvm lah horrr. you know i wrote this with my deepest sincerity and i really wish you luck on the 26th! i know it may be a little early since there's still more than 24hours away, but better to be late than early right? :D
this xmas must be very stressful for you thanks to that stp thinger that you have to go through. it must be a pity for you ! hmm now you must be thinking and regretting that you should have studied harder previously! but don't think that way! stp is a great chance for you to excel and fufil your dream. but honestly if you ask me, i don't think it's worth it! personally, enjoyment is the most important to me. maybe to you, academic is your kind of enjoyment (bleahhs) but for me, being happy is the most impt. ahhh don't think that i'm being 'zhuai' ok, but i don't think hci is a big deal! in fact i'm kind of afraid of making my choice. fair enough, it's really prestigious to get into hci and it's a raelly great school and stuff arh.. but oh well, let's just say that i can't mug like the rest of the people in that school. i only wish that my jc years will be fun! shallow i know, but that's my dream :) of course i have another side of the story whereby i get all the riches and fame by getting my scholarship but that will be when i have to slog my guts out. grr.
and yes, i digress. this xmas, happiness is the most impt although you have that crappy thing ahead of you! i hope you manage to get though stp and we'll be in the same school! :) haha different faculty but what the hell lah, doesn't really matter though! hmmm
i'm enjoying myself in the company of my loved ones this year, i hope you are too!TAke care and good luck! don't be depressed and be happy! :)))
smile! makes you feel better too!
with lots of sincerity!
huiyi! :))
and i love xmas! makes me so lovey dovey. especially when it comes to shopping. :)))) yay!
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written at Saturday, December 23, 2006tiredd can zzz liao
long day! haha, but really had fun, sold many items and earned about a 100$ (?) :) but of cos when money flows in, some must go out too, so i bought a pair of white jelly shoes, a l/s henley and a pair of white shorts(!!!). all these are things that i've been searching for sooo long and finally, i managed to find them within an hour! (: sometimes, i have no choice but to believe in fate, i think i was fated to meet them today! lol
oh well everything went well except that cheryl! i hope i didn't piss you off or anything cos sometimes i think mayb you're angry or irritated but you don't say it out? hmmm, first day hanging out with you for so long. if we have the chance we'll do this again ok? :D thankkss.
xie xie ni gs. help me buy lunch and so sweet, pei me and before you went off still come and find me to say 'bubbye!' :) your little actions are really heartwarming and yes, you look hot w/o glasses, 100000x hotter i swear :) for this year's xmas, i really don't know what to get for you but oh well, mayb it's the actions and words that count, not the gift (:
hmmm confused! i'm afraid history will repeat itself. i tried so hard to remain distant but he immediately manages to close the gap with a snap of his fingers. not to mention, we'll probably be getting closer each day! this cannot be. ):
ahh time for preparing the presents soon! :) grrr, but going to be one reallly special present soon! i think one of a kind definitely. :) cheapo, but filled with my utmost sincerity honestly ! :D
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written at Friday, December 22, 2006next time when i see my past again maybe i'll be like - what was i thinking!?
the chalet was alright, didn't expect it to go that well. haha at least i didn't embarrass myself or gs ! haha or else i think i'll already be home within 2 hours. :) anyways, i changed my opinion towards his seniors and a few of his friends. let's just say that they are nicer than i thought they would be.
well well left one more week before i head back to school! only consolation that i have is that at least choonyen is in the same school as me. another consolation? far east plaza is just a bus ride away :) yupps, and hci's location is rather nostalgic cos my primary school was there. just 4 years ago i was still studying there! so fast huh... in another 2 year's time i'll be going to work and then heading for uni! but first of cos, i still have to go through the torturous 2 years!!!!
jingle bell jingle bell!
xmas is here!
i've got all the presents ready except for his, how how how?? :( *hai
zhe me ban ne?
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tired.
written at Monday, December 18, 2006TIRED.
this is what they call, a whole pile of nothing to wear :(
sigh. tired like shit. didn't even have the mood to go shopping today! must be all that late nights. hmm have been sleeping at 3am for the past few weeks and i think i'm adapted to that sleeping pattern already. i can already predict that i'm going to be late for my first day at school.
which reminds me how terrified i am about my first day.
new school new class new friends new enemies. sigh.
now i wished i was in ac, at least i won't feel so lonely! yeah i'm totally not looking forward to that stupid school anymore =.=
my scab is forming! yay! and all the clothes that i bought so far don't look nice on me.
BOOHOO.
tomorrow will be looking at shoes, to wear to jc. don't think i will find anything nice cos i'll probably be too sleepy to even think about anything
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cut!
written at Saturday, December 16, 2006CUT TOTALLY CUT!
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borrring
written at borrring
yeah, i'm super bored. boring day for boring person. thanks to that bloody patch of thing, i'm unable to go out for another 1-2 days *sulk*
played psp, worms a& sims2 and i think i'm cursed or something. after completing my goals so painstakingly in sims 2, the freaking battery had to die and leave my quest unsaved! grrrrr. i'm cursed i tell you!
this has been the lousiest week so far! :(
sobs!
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happiness is about, an hour away! :)
written at Friday, December 15, 2006
happiness is about, an hour away! :)
yupps. in about an hours time, i'll be enjoyinh myself in the company of grace. :] it's a treat for me though! i haven't seen her since a week ago and i must say, what a long week it has been! so many things happened and i'm feeling really tired. this weekend has really come at the right time - the right time for me to clear my thought and rest my brains. ahhh, this holiday is too taxing for my brains. *sigh
<--- grrace(left) & ME(right)
ahhh, i miss the happy times that we used to have. almost everyday was a playday and we'll just go shopping and take neoprints together like what best friends do! but erghhh, so long since we took our neoprints together huhh? the most recent photo was last week, taken with your new nokia phone! :) hah. the best looking photo i ever took. i'm rather crazy over this particular shot i must say. :) haha i look better in it than my grad nite photos! :D
20th bball chalet 21st class bbq 22nd guides outing (???) 23rd flee! market 24th XMAS eve 25th Xmas celebration.
RARRRR no more days for me to rest already! soo little days till school reopens!
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hot & bothered
written at Thursday, December 14, 2006
just for the fun of it i decided to upload a photo of my wound :] - yes that is exactly the way i'm feeling now. i've never been so puzzled and bewildered in my life!
have you ever felt that things were going too well and you were enjoying it to much? well that's how i felt about 4 days ago. things went so well, i saw X as a great friend and nothing more but we could talk, debate and argue with each other - it's as though we knew each other for years! i thought, that HONESTLY, we'll be friends as in real friends but i don't think it's possible anymore?
usually, i'm not the kind to be dejected or dissuaded by any small actions. but what X did really caught me unprepared and not ready for what was about to happen. X just stopped talking to me flat down. yes, for the first time in my life, i was being ignored when i didn't want to be. no, i'm not seeking anyone's attention nor am i trying to 'act close' with X , but at least i thought the friendship was rael and we could carry on with that. maybe i was just thinking too much. perhaps X was just bored over those few days and just needed someone as a substitute. in any case, i just realised i've been duped and played with. THAT'S why i'm feeling hot and bothered. not you know... the other kind of hot and bothered.
i just yahoo-ed my own name and guess wad!!!
i'm on NUS faculty of law dean's list!
wow! that's exactly where i want to be when i'm like 20 years old. :] but as you know there are definitely descrediting things that's done to your name. for instance, a sanitary company has proudly decided to name their company after me. sigh*
apparently, up till page 7, none of the pages seem to be talking about ME specifically and yes. that's a relief. because X will never find this blog then :)
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i'm so angry!
written at i'm soo freaking angry that i'm going to put this down as my first post and it's going to be the milestone of my life for being so angry all at one go!
first, i went cycling at ecp, a perfectly harmless thing to do, and i cycled for about 3 hours and was heading back to the rental stand when suddenly! i saw a -bee- imagine this, you're cycling at full speed and suddenly you realise that there's a bee right smack in front of your face between your eyes! what do you do?
#1 you close your eyes and cycle through hoping that it doesn't smack into your nose bridge or sting you
#2 you swerve and brake at the same time
#3 try to smack the dreaded little thing with your bare hands.
of course any smart ass would choose #2, which is exactly what i did. it is obviously the most logical and rational thing to do because :
if you do #1, it means that the bee magically disappears OR your plan failed.
&
if you do #3, you'll get stung anyway, on your hands and maybe even induce a whole bunch of bees after you for killing their mate-y (that is abso-true. i watched it on teevee)
HOWEVER, luck has it that either way i'm bound to get an injury and as i swerved and braked, i fell of my bike and skidded along the gravel paths of east coast park. if you check the cycling path just before 7-11, you'll probably see a few spots of blood left by yours truly.
gs was such a darling and said:
" you very stupid leh, bee only what, why so big reaction. if it's me i just duck"
i said " you think i duck i won't fall meh. i also will lose control one mah"
& he said:
" yeah if it's me i won't fall, cos my swerving skills better mah. more experienced. you arh..."
"wow, sometimes you feel like a little brother that irritate the hell out of me and if i wasn't feeling so horrid i'll punch you in your face and stick a durain shell up your arse."
- that is totally what i would have said if i was feeling better but yeah, i just kept silent as i pathetically walked my bike back.
in any case, i grazed my knee terribly and limped all the way to the rental stall in pain cos i saw that gs couldn't balance my bike with his properly (haha loser!) the kind uncle running the stand applied some yellow thing on my would and slapped 2 pieces of cheapo cotton swabs on my knee and sent me back home. i thought 'that's pretty decent of him' and swore that if i ever wanted to rent a bike/fall down at ecp, it would be his store/near his store.
taking 197 from parkway was a chore and i had to pee within 1hr into the bus ride. and i got off near queensway shopping centre. to save the trouble to walking, i went into this dental clinic (SMILE clinic. GRR) the lady in there almost stopped me from using the toilet but i told her in this sugary sweet voice (actually gruff, all that excitement) :
" i need to clean my wound, i just fell down!"
then she said : " ahh then nvm lahhh, it's actually for patient's use only lehh"
so in order to make my act more real i took of the swabs and wtfh! it hurt as if i poured concentrated hydrochloric acid on it lahh! i almost wimpered and cried in that bloody SMILE clinic toilet. but i limped out and graciously thanked the lady, while secrett cursing the uncle who was miles away but probably sneezing very hard by then.
so i went home and as luck had it, it started pouring.
you know, sometimes when people say it's pouring, the rain looks like
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my pouring is:
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yes, and there were lightning and thunder and yes, it's a thunderstorm. :)
i don't bring umbrellas out, especially when i go cycling and expect it to be fair weather. so i called my brother who was at home hooked onto the ps2 and he said:
"wait until no more thunder lahh. then i go down fetch you ok?"
i can say not ok MEH? if thunder god don't like me means i must stay at the bus stop forever lah. 0_0 so i waited until he arrive and i finally reached home unscathed.
now i'm at home cramping the hell out of my legs cos i cycled too hard today. my only motive was to tone my butt but now i regret it. NO CELLULITE IS WORTH THE PAIN I'M GOING THROUGH. GRRR. i will never push myself anymore to endure this pain. although i'm pretty sure that one week later i'm back cycling again! :]
post script that will puzzle everyone:
what's up with you? after that fateful day you kept your distance away and i don't understand! did i do something wrong? did i misinteprete? hellO? did you hear me? is it that you just realised that the girl behind the screen is not what she really seems like in real life? ARE YOU REGRETTING even after looking at me for 2 whole years?
if you are then i can say BYE. you are one too good friend that i can't keep!
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